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2009-06-25T00:04:00.003+08:00

I NEED A CHANGE OF JOB!
ANYONE CAN INTRO?

depression getting worse

2009-04-29T00:57:00.002+08:00

Can anyone tell me, is poly life really that busy? Because I realised that I've been seeing lesser and lesser of my brother ever since he entered poly. Sometimes, I only see him once or twice a week when we are actually living under the same roof!

Foreign Bodies, a dance group in NYP that my brother has put his love, life and soul into. In the first place, this dance group was the main reason why he chose NYP. Since young, this brother of mine loves the stage. I remember how he always jumped at the chance to perform in school, whether it's Chinese New Year Celebration, Teachers' Day Celebration or whatever celebrations there were.

Standing at 1.88m at the age of 19 this year, he has a thinking of his own. All along, he does not like people to nag at him. I shall say, he enjoys freedom. After entering poly, he started coming home late almost everyday. It started with him reaching home at around 11pm and now, he will only reach home at after 12am.

With regards to this issue, Mum and Dad had a few quarrels. Dad will blame Mum for not calling my brother to get him to come home earlier, and if she does call, my brother will never answer the phone call. I'm not sure if it's on purpose or he really did miss that call. Mum and me had spoken with him a few times over this coming-home-late issue but it does not seems to help at all. Whenever we touch on this, he'll have lots of excuses saying he's busy with dance, preparing for competition. Dad is so upset that now, he's hardly talking to my brother. Sometimes I think, if brother is busy and coming home late because of studies, Dad will probably have nothing much to nag about.

My maternal side family had a plan to go to Desaru this Thursday for a short getaway. But brother just told Mum that he has decided not to go. Reason being, he's preparing for a competition! I can see the look of disappointment on Mum's face, but what can she do? I'm upset because this trip was decided more than 3 weeks ago! Oh well, all I can say is, this brother of mine, he's no longer the little kid brother that I used to have. He's now all grown up with a strong thinking of his own.

I just hope, he can stop and think for his family. A family that truly loves him. If only he understands so that Dad and Mum can stop worrying.

2009-04-28T14:26:00.002+08:00

For the past few days, I've been following closely to the news for updates on Swine Flu. The more I know about it, the more afraid I am. Let me share on what I know about Swine Flu.

It is a respiratory disease normally found in pigs and caused by type A influenza viruses. While outbreaks of this type of flu are most common in pigs, human cases of Swine Flu do happen.

Humans with direct exposure to pigs are those most commonly infected with Swine Flu. Just as the common flu is passed along, Swine Flu is thought to be spread by coughing, sneezing, or touching something that has the live virus on it. If infected, a person may be able to infect another person one day before symptoms develop; therefore, a person is able to pass the flu on before they know they are sick. Infected individuals may spread the virus for seven or more days after becoming sick. Those with Swine Flu should be considered potentially contagious as long as they are showing symptoms, and up to seven days or longer from the onset of their illness. Children might be contagious for longer periods of time.

Symptoms of Swine Flu are similar to those of a regular flu: fever and chills, sore throat, cough, headache, body aches, and fatigue. Diarrhea and vomiting can also be present.

Symptoms in Children:
1) Fever with a rash
2) Dehydration
3) Fast breathing
4) Bluish skin coloration
5) Slow to wake or sluggish interaction
6) Flu-like symptoms improve, but then return and cough worsens
7) Severe irritability

Symptoms in Adults:
1) Difficulty breathing
2) Dizziness
3) Confusion
4) Severe or persistent vomiting
5) Pain or pressure in the chest or stomach

Those individuals who received the seasonal flu vaccine do not have added protection against the Swine Flu. The human H1N1 viruses are very different from the H1N1 viruses responsible for the recent outbreaks of Swine Flu. Therefore, a seasonal flu vaccine would not protect against the Swine Flu.

I suppose we cannot treat this issue lightly. I've just been informed that I need to wear a mask and gloves when working at the clinic. I think a discussion is going on to see if a gown is necessary. Boyfriend seems quite worried as I tend to fall sick easily, I am starting to get worried as well after knowing how contagious this Swine Flu is. Since the flu vaccine is not going to help, I think there's no point even if I get 10 jabs.

Let's just pray that it'll never come to Singapore!

2009-04-24T11:13:00.003+08:00

on Wednesday, i watched "排排站, 查查看3" with no special feelings..
i guess, that explains..
so much for nothing..

2009-04-23T09:20:00.004+08:00

my eyes went ♥_♥ when i saw this phone! LG KS360, love at first sight for me.
i think for Eunice as well.

i am tempted to get this phone,
the only thing that's stopping me is it can't store a lot of messages just like the rest of all LG phones? BUT! the design is so nice, and the way of texting is so new, i've never had a phone like this before.

i'm impressed by how LG can always come up with such nice designs for their phones, if their phones have all the functions that i want, i'll probably end up buying all of their phones. haha.

i personally think that i am a phone maniac, i love collecting handphones (especially those PINK ones). i am using Nokia N95 now, it's a great phone, a lot of messages can be stored, i can even create folders for my messages. BUT! it's not in PINK! i'm still waiting for Steven to find me the PINK body for my now silver and bronze coloured N95. maybe i'll not change phone after he gets me the PINK body.

for the time being,
LG KS360, stop tempting me. :)

2009-04-22T12:05:00.000+08:00

i have driving lesson later at 6pm..
i can't wait! (:

2009-04-22T11:48:00.008+08:00

Star Awards 'Live' NO MORE!
that's a huge disappointment! :(

seriously, what's the point if someone don't even remember you?
to conclude, it's a waste of time!
i deleted my account already..
i left the group already..
surprisingly, i felt better :)

2009-04-18T21:42:00.002+08:00

this afternoon's first driving lesson went smoothly..
stalled car 2 times..
all because i was nervous when i see there were cars when i was about to turn left..
overall, it was a great experience..
instructor said i was not bad.. :)

my next lesson will be on Wednesday..
Mum said i super in a hurry to learn..
hahaha..

i'm addicted to driving!
it's fun! :D

2009-04-15T10:11:00.003+08:00

心理測驗題目:
什麼原因會讓你想哭?
排一下自己最易哭的原因! (1是最容易, 5是最不容易)

五個選項分別是：
a.感動
b.傷心
c.痛( 是肉體, 不是心靈)
d.生氣
e.擔心/緊張

i received this email from a friend..
it's actually a personality test,
and i think it was very accurate!

my selection:
1) a.感動
2) b.傷心
3) d.生氣
4) c.痛
5) e.擔心/緊張

請看自己把該選項排在第幾個順位來找解答

[a] 感動：不是跟你很熟的人覺得你是......
排在第1 - 一個常常把自己藏起來的人。很有神秘感。不容易接近。
排在第2 - 一個很會關心別人的人。很容易發現身邊有人不開心。不會很容易講錯東西或話題。
排在第3 - 一個傻傻的人。怪怪的。想做什麼就做什麼。不過很可愛。
排在第4 - 一個不會想﹐老是要人擔心的人。(特別是長輩)
排在第5 - 一個很聰明﹐很負責任的領導人。對你很尊敬。

[b] 傷心：跟你很熟的人覺得你是.....
排在第1 - 對很多事都要求很高的人。不過有很多時候都太固執。
排在第2 - 可以跟你講道理。黑白之間分辨得很清楚。
排在第3 - 心思很細膩的人。很多時候傷心不會表現出來，不過其實大家都看得出來。
排在第4 - 會先想很多才會做選擇。不想自己給人看扁,自尊可以算是很強的人。
排在第5 - 外剛內柔的人。但其實知道你的內心不是那麼堅強。

[c] 痛：你想要別人覺得你是......
排在第1 - 很需要別人保護的人。
排在第2 - 不是那麼容易接近的人。
排在第3 - 好人一個。很關心身邊的人。不怕做犧牲的人。
排在第4 - 很聰明, 不過又不會驕傲的人。
排在第5 - 很清楚自己想什麼要什麼的人。

[d] 生氣：你最希望你的情人是......
排在第1 - 跟你很合拍。你跟他想的東西是一樣,不用問便知道對方要什麼。
排在第2 -不會很客易發脾氣。要懂得容忍你。外剛內柔。有自己的性格。
排在第3 - 內心是很可愛的一個人。你猜不到下一步他會做什麼。
排在第4 -很細心。你需要什麼他都有準備。不會因為很少的東西便找你。
排在第5 - 智慧很重要。可以管得到你的人。而且要講道理。

[e] 擔心/緊張：其實真實的你是......
排在第1 - 一個很怕給別人看到自己是什麼樣的人。不喜歡自己性格的人。
排在第2 -孤獨的人。很希望可以跟一大堆人在一起。不過很多時候都不知道怎樣跟別人溝通。
排在第3 -覺得朋友比天還重要的人。很珍惜身邊很多朋友。敢愛敢恨。不過不喜歡的人你就不會去管..
排在第4 -直接的人。很多時候因為這樣的性格跟別人不合。希望有多一點人可以了解你, 特別是你喜歡的人。
排在第5 -不是很清楚自己將來要什麼。不過就很幸運的走過半生。不會對很多東西有要求。最重要是可以開心過每一天!

very very accurate!
especially on my selection number 5!
because it's true that i don't know what i want for my future..
hahaha..

and please don't get shocked thinking that i was able to read all those chinese words..
because, i got help..
heh heh..

2009-04-14T12:36:00.003+08:00

finally!
it's been confirmed, chopped, fixed!
my last day will be 24 April 2009..
which is, NEXT FRIDAY!!

yes yes yes..
no more staring at monitor..
no more opening of letters..
yessssssssssssssssss :D

oh yah,
my first driving lesson will be on this Saturday..
i'm half looking forward and half afraid to drive..
hahaha..
but still, i hope it'll be fun..
and according to my brother, it is..

2009-04-03T16:23:00.001+08:00

i'm rotting..
rot rot rot..

it is so freaking bored at work!!!!!
arghh!!!!
LET ME OUT OF HERE!!!

2009-03-30T22:49:00.005+08:00

a wish finally come true!
for months and months,
we 5 ladies have been planning and planning,
for our JB trip..

and yesterday,
it finally came true! =D

i had lots of fun!

bf went with us :)

my best colleagues ever!

the stuffs we bought

Jonna, the one who always cook for me

Nicole, the one who never fails to make me laugh

i really miss working with them..
never have i missed something so much..
sometimes,
i miss them more than i miss bf..
maybe, 100 times more?

i am suffering in HQ..
i really really hate this job..
make it sound nice and it is HR..
in actual fact, i am doing nothing related to HR..

every morning, i drag myself to work..
and can't wait for 5pm to arrive to knock off..
that's how miserable i am!

now, i have a decision to make..
to resign or not?
if i resign,
what should i do next?

why am i always making the wrong decision?!

2009-03-27T14:07:00.005+08:00

got sick of the old skin..
so, decided to change one..
found this at blogskins.com,
not too bad right?

will edit when free..

ciao...

2009-02-02T23:49:00.010+08:00

i finally got my start work ang pao from Dr Lily today!!!!!! =DDDDDD
it was super busy at work today!
Dr Daniel had to make it worse by seeing patients so slowly..
Dr Lily can clear two patients and he is still stuck with one inside his room..
he had a thick pile of cards waiting for him..

proof!!!!!

the thick pile of patients' card waiting for him!

Aunty Sharon sent me this video today..
the story goes like this,
these two ladies were already done with dancing,
and Aunty Sharon asked them to dance again for her to take video..
and they said she confirm don't know how to use the video function in her phone,
so they danced, without knowing that Aunty Sharon was really taking the video!!
LOL..

what we usually do when it gets bored at work

2009-01-29T23:23:00.000+08:00

it's the fourth day of Chinese New Year..
back to work today..
but boss is on leave..
so no boss means no start work ang pao!! :(

anyway, was feeling so moodless at work today..
Chinese New Year leh, still need to work..
but, i'm not the worst one..
there's someone even worst..

photo as proof!!
hahaha..

Jonna Xiao Jie (during her break-time)

2009-01-26T23:45:00.000+08:00

hey humans,
HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR.. (:

it's the first day of Chinese New Year today,
i think it's more or less because i've grown up already,
no Chinese New Year mood..
not like when i was younger,
always looking forward to Chinese New Year,
especially the ang paos and the goodies..
this year, no mood.. -shrugs-

as usual,
we went to paternal 3rd Uncle's house at Ang Mo Kio in the morning..
in the afternoon, we went in to maternal 2nd Aunt's house in Malaysia..
grandfather was as usual watching tv in his room,
not talking to us much..

i enjoyed the meeting up with cousins.. :)

daddy & mummy

me & brother

lastly, my baobei is here to bai nian.. (:

XinRu says "Gong Xi Fa Cai"

2009-01-26T02:54:00.002+08:00

this is my desktop background..
nice?

i always complain about my boyfriend..
sometimes, he is really insensitive..

but, when i look at other people's boyfriend..
i feel that my boyfriend is wonderful..

which guy can have so much patience?
which guy will be so nice to fetch the girlfriend from work and school everyday?

i work at Rivervale,
he works at Aljunied..
i stay in Admiralty,
he stays in Bishan..
and my school is at Tiong Bahru..

Tuesdays and Thursdays after work for him is,
from Aljunied to Bishan,
Bishan to Rivervale,
Rivervale to Admiralty,
and Admiralty back to Bishan..

Wednesdays and Fridays after work for him is,
from Aljunied to Bishan,
Bishan to Tiong Bahru,
Tiong Bahru to Admiralty,
and Admiralty back to Bishan..

and all these is done without a car..
so i jokingly said,
my boyfriend's hobby is taking public transport..
hahahahahahahahaha..

i have a wonderful boyfriend,
who loves me more than himself..
so i shall,
shut up, be contented and stop complaining..

he was telling me about ROM the other day..
government will subsidy $40,000 for those buying house for the first time..
so my boyfriend suggested we ROM first and buy house..
few years later then get married..

he's smart right?
ROM le then i can't run away..
ROM le then will lawfully be Mrs Lee..
means i'm going to lose my freedom?
means i can't change boyfriend?
means i have to stick with him for life?
=.=

i don't mind :)

2009-01-26T01:07:00.003+08:00

hey humans, HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR! (:
enjoy the holidays..

nice nice Jonna, sweet sweet Jonna..
i think last week or so, i told her i want to get a note book for school..
and and and, she bought one for me!
very sweet right?
she is hao ren..

xie xie Jonna Xiao Jie :)

oooh, i did my nails for Chinese New Year..
tell me it's nice please..

nice right?

shall end off with a cute photo..

my baobei, Xin Ru

2009-01-24T00:57:00.001+08:00

this earpiece is so nice right!
i want it..
boyfriend, got the hint?
hahahahahahaha.. :)

2009-01-20T22:49:00.004+08:00

i was cleaning my room few days ago,
and i came across ISN's class photo..

awwwwwwwwww....
i really miss ITE life in Bishan..

i miss Boey's nonsense,
how he always say "hantam bola but the bola must be realistic" when it comes to project time..
and how he always call me "mao mao"..

i miss UncleChua,
miss the way how he treats us as friend rather than student..

i miss the laughter from the malay girls in FoodFighters..

i miss the way how Hid does her presentation, always so serious..

i miss Leon and Ernest,
miss the way they always disturb me by saying "zhe li you mao"..

there are a lot of things that i miss,
but most of all,

i miss us 5 ah lians..
i miss the time in Vietnam..
i miss playing Mario Kart in the canteen and laughing loudly like nobody's business..
i miss eating Western Food and Combo One..
i miss skipping lessons together with them..
and a lot a lot more..

PSB is nothing like ITE..
i miss life in ITE..
how?

forever IS06N :)

2009-01-14T13:56:00.002+08:00

i was looking through the photos in my camera and came across some photos that reminded me of incidents i wanted to blog about..

on the last day of 2008, mum and dad had friends over for countdown party..
boyfriend and i went home together after my work and found so many people at home!
not forgetting, lots of food as well..

some of dad and mum's friends

they finished this 3-litre bottle of red wine and everyone of them signed on it!

what i can say is, don't under-estimate the power of these aunties and uncles..
they sang karaoke till 2am plus and continued to chat till 5am plus,
after which some aunties and uncles drove home while the rest got some sleep in my brother's room..

they are really full of energy!
boyfriend and i fell asleep at i think around 3am?
haha..
that was the first time he slept over at my place..
a great way to bid goodbye to 2008 isn't it? :)

last Sunday, went over to Adeline's place with boyfriend and Ah Boy,
it was her 21st birthday..
4 months later, it'll be my turn! :(

the birthday girl (with cream all over)

met boyfriend for dinner on Monday..
finally bought a present for daddy,
and i got something from boyfriend! :D

it's a special pink edition earphone that i've been eyeing for a long long time..
ahhhhhhhhhhh!!
thanks dear! <3
and he got the red one for himself,
which is equally nice..

you have to agree that it's nice!

oh yah yah yah!
i got my laptop already..
and i'm actually blogging using it right now!

million thanks to Aunty Helen's recommendation..
this laptop is SO COOL!
it has everything that i want..
the webcam is superb! :D

i'm so hungry now..
can't wait for Mos Burger dinner tonight!

2009-01-12T15:47:00.003+08:00

wonderful wonderful daddy!
he bought laptop for me already!
hip hip hooray!

my laptop can be collected tomorrow night.. :)
a recommendation from Aunty Helen..
HP DV2923TX..
14.1 inch, 250 HDD, 4GB Ram with Bluetooth and Webcam!

i hope it's not too heavy..

2009-01-11T13:20:00.001+08:00

i've recovered from food poisoning already!

met up with Eunice last Friday to go shopping before school..
had Tom Yam Seafood Ramen at Ramen Ten for lunch..
and then on the way to school, my stomach felt a bit weird..

started to vomit terribly not long after i reached class..
i think Eunice got shocked by the way i vomitted..
realised that i can't possibly stay in class in this condition..
texted boyfriend and he said he'll come to school and fetch me..
he was having dinner with friends at that time leh.. (i know my boyfriend very nice right?)
Eunice was also nice to take care of me while waiting for boyfriend to arrive..
Thanks girl! :)

boyfriend brought me to the doctor and i got two injections on my butt!
i've always been afraid of injections so i cried lor..
mum was so evil because she laughed at me!

however, the injection doesn't seem to be helping because my vomiting didn't stop!
i can't eat and can't drink..
a little bit of water to go with the medicine made me throw up..
didn't sleep well at night as i kept waking up to vomit..
whole stomach was feeling so bloated,
felt like there was a balloon inflating inside..
poor boyfriend didn't sleep well also as he was worried about me.. (yah yah, i know my boyfriend very nice..)

woke up on Saturday morning still with a bloated stomach and vomiting continues..
boyfriend came over to visit me.. (super nice i know!)
mum gave me some chinese medicine and i felt a bit better so i asked for porridge..
ate a little bit of the plain porridge and 15 minutes later, i threw up again..

so, boyfriend brought me to Rivervale to see doctor again lor..
Dr Lee gave me another injection and miraculously,
half an hour later i felt better!

after that, mum told me to rest at boyfriend's place as there was no one at my home..
i took my medicine and fell asleep while he went out to get food for me..
he told me he almost walked through the whole of Bishan to get me porridge! (super super wonderful boyfriend!)
i managed to eat half bowl of porridge without vomiting..

sometimes, i enjoy being sick..
i know it's crazy having this kind of thought..
but don't you feel that you always get special attention when you're sick? :)

million million thanks to boyfriend for taking the trouble to take care of me..
and of course, daddy mummy for taking care of me also..
the part where mummy came into my room to check on me in the morning makes me feel so pampered!

and oh yah,
i swear i'm not going back to Ramen Ten again!

2009-01-05T23:07:00.003+08:00

my workplace had a BBQ gathering at Pasir Ris Park yesterday..
needless to say, Nicole was the joker of the night..
haha..

but it was disappointing because Dr Lee's son fell sick,
and he didn't turn up..
luckily mum and dad and Serene's family came,
if not we'll have a lot of leftovers..

alright, photos..

Dr Lily brought bubbles for us to play

BBQ-ing

and the real photo session begins!

Cat and Siti

Cat and Aunty Sharon

boyfriend and me

dad, mum, me, boyfriend

Cat with Dr Lily

Jonna, Cat, Nicole

all of us

it was fun, fun, fun!
we should have more of this type of gathering right girls? :)

2009-01-01T10:39:00.000+08:00

Happy 2009!
a new year, a new beginning..
i hope everything goes well in 2009!

so, i realised i have not been updating on my life for a long long time..
so, here goes..

my work..
i converted from part-time to full-time September onwards..
which means, i have to fulfil 44 hours per week..

i'm sure a lot of people do not know what my job is about..
basically, i work in a clinic as a clinic assistant..
and my place at Rivervale is considered one of the busiest clinic..
at first the stress was tolerable..
but as the date to school starting gets nearer,
my level of stress gets higher..

i can't stop thinking about the amount of schoolwork,
the amount of projects,
that are going to start coming..
political issues at work are running high,
and i was in such an awkward position,
because my mum was the superior..
everyday at work, i had to listen to complaints from different colleagues..
i told my mum but there was nothing she could do..

actually i have to confess that all along,
i've not been a good controller of stress..
back in secondary school whenever exam gets near,
i got totally stressed up and starts to binge on food..
in short, i escape from stress..

but this time round..
the stress from work and school was so bad,
until i lost my appetite,
and i sank into depression..

my poor boyfriend had to put up with my terrible mood swings..
we were like happily talking over dinner and then suddenly on the way home,
i started to throw my temper..
tears also flowed without reasons..

but luckily, he was patient enough..
he came to pick me up after work and school everyday without fail..
i remember there was once when i felt so down that i texted him lots of negative thoughts..
i told him i wanted to die and all sorts of nonsense..
and that night, he came down to my workplace looking super worried..
sometimes, i think that my boyfriend is too good to be true..

we finally came to a conclusion that i can't cope between work and school..
so, i had a chat with my boss..
and she is wonderfully good..
she suggested that i convert back to part-time and that she can work out a special roster for me..
i'm sure this type of boss is a hard-to-find kind..
and i'm thankful that she's my boss..

not long after, mum came to know about my condition..
needless to say, Dr Lily must have told her lar..
so mum got me to sit down and had a long chat with me..
seriously, i felt so much better after talking to her..

i told her not to let dad know about this..
if not, i'll probably be forced to stop working..
yes, not even part-time will be allowed..

so now from January 09 onwards,
i'm a part-time staff again!
goodbye to Barney suit and goodbye to 44 hours per week!
and i realised that i made the right decision..
because i feel so much better now..
no more mood swings,
no more tears without reasons,
no more negative thoughts..
and i have more time for myself..

i guess life now for boyfriend also seems much relaxed..
at least he no need to worry about when i'll get mad..
haha..

this boyfriend of mine,
he started out to be wonderful,
turned to be terrible..
and now, i'm super glad that he's become super wonderful..
i really don't know what will happen to me if he's not there during my depression period..

and then school-wise..
stress is slowly creeping up on me..
projects projects..
two projects on hand now,
and nothing much has been done so far..
there's homework every week,
but luckily not that much..

i want to be first in class,
but looking at my classmates,
i don't think that's going to be easy..

2008-10-23T16:49:00.001+08:00

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha..
yes, i changed phone again!!

i have a wonderful boyfriend lar.. =D

2008-10-13T12:15:00.000+08:00

you know what, Singapore really is very small..
we always have no place to go..
guess where i went with boyfriend yesterday?

hahaha..
Singapore Changi Airport!!
slacked at T3's coffee bean and played poker card..

my colleagues say we are the "nothing better to do couple"..
and i totally agree..
lol..

dealing the cards

game over, and i lost! :(

picking cards, wanting to win me

sms-ing which girl?

looks like he's talking to the woman behind right

lastly, i forgot when this photo was taken..
but i just wanna prove that he's been ignoring me on the train,
ever since i bought him the PSP..

seeeeeeeeeeeee, so engrossed!!!!!!!!

2008-10-06T16:32:00.003+08:00

so disappointing!
i didn't manage to go Sentosa yesterday..
because, it was raining heavily..
and half a day was already gone when the sun came out..
we had no choice so boyfriend and i decided to cancel this plan..
but he was sweet enough to bring me to K-Box after seeing how disappointed i was..

had late lunch at Marina Square,
shopped around,
and went to K-Box..

enjoyed myself,
laughed like a crazy girl.. (:

maybe Sentosa on this Sunday?

2008-09-15T14:03:00.011+08:00

I had a wonderful date yesterday! :)

it was Mooncake Festival and boyfriend brought me to Chinese Garden..
what made me happy was,
i only casually mentioned i wanted to go see the Hello Kitty lanterns,
he actually remembered and brought me there! =D
and he bought a lantern as a surprise for me..

alright, i shall let the pictures do the talking..

baby,
thanks for changing so much..
thanks for putting in the effort to make me smile..
thanks for brightening up everyday of my life..
thanks for loving me..

you really make me feel special :)
i love you <3

2008-09-05T16:31:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOYFRIEND!!
I LOVE YOU!!

2008-08-14T16:10:00.004+08:00

i did a re-contract for my phone line..
and got this Hearty Red W910i..
for $0!! =D

actually,
i need to pay $28..
because Mummy paid when she re-contracted and took the Havana Bronze one..
but i think that guy made a mistake..
because he told me no need to..
and so..
i kept quiet, took the phone and left..
hahaha =X

well, not my fault!
he told me no need to pay..
lalala~

happy now that i've got everything i want! =)
off to prepare for work..

my silly boyfriend
(he's gonna scream if he sees this photo here)

2008-08-08T21:03:00.000+08:00

i'm at Senja working alone now..
tired tired tired..

woke up at 5am yesterday and today..
don't know why i promised Aunty Karen to help..
for the whole of this week,
they had on-site health screening at this Yokogawa company at Bedok..
i couldn't help for Monday to Wednesday because of work at Rivervale..
yesterday and today morning off so they asked for my help..
and i stupidly agreed!
Mummy suffered more,
she woke up at 5am everyday from Monday to Friday..

but since i'm being paid,
i shall not complain..
and i'm actually glad i went..
made new friends,
and gained new experience..

i like this type of on-site projects..
lots of new things to learn..
the other time,
i went to help for the vaccination project..
super super super fun..
maybe i should get Eunice to go along with us if she can..
haha..

blading at East Coast with boyfriend tomorrow..
have not been blading for months..
looking forward to it though i'm tired..
off on Sunday!
guess i will sleep in and slack at home for the whole day..

The Defining Moment has been aired already..
Andie's virgin drama..
and and and,
i think i am going to miss ALL THE EPISODES!!
because, i am working on ALL THE WEEKDAY NIGHTS!!
boohoo~!!!
i've been missing a lot of good shows..
maybe i should sign up for mobtv..

oh!
i have not started snapping pictures with my camera..
shall do so tomorrow.. =)

half an hour to end of work! =D

2008-08-04T13:15:00.002+08:00

boyfriend bought this for meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~!!!!
something which i've been eyeing since it's launch..
super super super happy!! =D

MY VERY OWN PINK SONY T2!!
i'm starting to enjoy the greatness of having a sweet boyfriend..

sometimes i wonder,
how can someone change so much? =)
he even wants to bring me to Bangkok! =D

2008-07-25T13:01:00.002+08:00

i feel that i really need to blog all this out..
hahaha..

recently, i am very happy..
boyfriend has become super super sweeeeeeeet..

take last Wednesday night for example,
i was working at Senja with Eunice when he messaged me..
he said, "Baby, tomorrow we go eat breakfast together."
goodness, i was shocked!
so i replied, "Why suddenly ask me eat breakfast with you?"
and he replied, "No lar, just feel that we very long never eat breakfast together liao."

WAH WAH WAH!! i was practically flying!
he never and i mean really never said this type of thing before!
and so, he came up to Admiralty and we had Mac breakfast together..
after that, we went market-ing..

i bought food to cook fried rice and soup,
and he came up with the idea of making salad..
another sweet thing happened while he was making the salad..
he made super alot and so i said,
"You make so much for what? I going to eat a bit only leh."
and he said, "I make for you to bring to work tomorrow mah."
which was followed by my cruel reply, "Eeyer! I don't really eat salad de leh."
he then said, "Wah lao, ai xin salad leh! You don't want ah?"
............................
i became speechless, only knew how to smile like a fool..

but honestly, the salad is really really nice..
i wonder when he is going to make some more..

baby's salad

my fried rice and potato soup

apart from the above,
he has been doing a lot of other sweet stuffs..

things like sending me home after work..
he will be there at 10pm whenever i was working at Rivervale,
this was something he didn't always do in the past..

but he has gone back to work,
and now has less time for me..
somehow, i feel weird going home alone from work..
i had another sweet morning today! =D

and and and, i have been putting on a lot of weight!!!!
guess i really need to stop eating and start exercising..
boyfriend ah boyfriend, stop feeding me..
and stop saying "never mind lar" when i complain of being fat..

alright, got to go prepare for work..
shall end off with a photo of my BaoBei..
Aunty Helen's grand-daughter,
Xin Ru..
(look at her fat fingers, it's even bigger than mine!)

2008-07-04T19:45:00.002+08:00

my blog is dead..
my life is still in a mess..
everything is still upside down..

once again,
i am busy with work..
14 hours straight almost everyday..

you guys can start calling me supercat!

2008-06-19T10:27:00.003+08:00

so much of things have happened recently..
and, i mean really alot..
i can't decide on what to do now..
work? or study?
should i wait and apply poly next year? or go psb in august/november?
should i join as full-time?

and in just a short two weeks..
i've faced two deaths..

daddy's uncle..
and, boyfriend's ye ye..

the death of ye ye hit me the worst..
not very close to him but still feel the pain..
tears flow without control..
somehow, reminds me of grandma..

it is worse for boyfriend..
i can really understand how he feels..
can't control myself when i heard him crying over the phone..
and in the end, we're both like taps flowing without control..

baby, take it easy alright..
this is part of life..
a route which everyone has to go through..
such thing reminds me that we've got to treasure those loved ones who are still beside us..
i know how you feel..
i lost both my grandmother..
it takes time for the pain to go away..

i'm losing control..
sleepless nights..
staring into space..
in short,
i'm totally moodless..

2008-06-13T18:46:00.002+08:00

i am happy :)
boyfriend came over to my place just now..

for a very simple reason..
he just wanted to eat with me..
we thought of having mac breakfast,
but it was raining heavily and we both woke up late..
so, i cooked porridge instead since he's still not feeling well..

lalala~
he said my porridge is nice..
and he had three big bowls of it..
i didn't know someone who is sick can have such a big appetite..

he helped with some of the cleaning of my room..
hmmm alright, let's just say he helped me to change my bedsheet..

actually, he can be sweet at times..
i love him =D

2008-06-13T01:34:00.002+08:00

i wanted to talk to you..
to have a nice chat with you..

but looks like after 2 years plus,
you still don't know what i want..

i shouldn't be complaining..
because i've long been used to all these..

i knew that the attention you've given me recently,
wouldn't last long..

maybe i really should think..
carefully..

2008-06-12T19:00:00.003+08:00

it has been 2 years 4 months for me in this clinic line,
and today was the very first day i met this super nice aunty..

her husband came for consultation..
and she was waiting for him..
meanwhile, she stood at the counter and chatted with me..

she asked whether i had taken dinner..
am i still studying..
told me to choose my friends carefully, don't fall into bad company..
best thing was,
she wanted to buy dinner for me..

such a nice aunty..
looks like i should change my opinion about aunties..
(:

2008-06-04T22:18:00.006+08:00

i've got the mood to upload photos today..
and i know it's a long way back to my birthday..
but here are the photos..

me and daddy

my birthday dinner

at party world

with daddy mummy

with mummy

with brother

with boyfriend

and, i am 20 years old already :(

it was love at first sight for this phone..
samsung F200..

super small

it's a swing phone

went for K-Lunch and a little shopping with the girls yesterday..
but without Rui Xiang..
i miss her..

had lots of fun at K-Box..
Coreen was again the best entertainer for the day..
haha..

my seafood fried rice set

we took neoprint

and i finally got hold of the graduation photos..

the 5 ah lians

Graduation Ceremony 2008

with UncleChua

ISN (not all though)

and lastly, YES WE HAVE GRADUATED! =D

2008-06-03T21:56:00.001+08:00

i don't know how..
and i don't know why..

it just happened..

2008-06-01T10:26:00.002+08:00

here, the lyrics.. (:

不知道什么时候
开始喜欢这里
每个夜里都会来这里看你
你长得这么美丽
叫我不能不看你
看不到你我就迷失了自己

好想牵你的手
走过风风雨雨
有什么困难我都陪着你
直到天长地久
直到天荒地老
爱的路上只有我和你

不知道什么时候
开始喜欢这里
每个夜里都会来这里看你
你长得这么美丽
叫我不能不看你
看不到你我就迷失了自己

有时候你很调皮
总是让我着急
一颗心总是为你跳不停
只要一闭上眼睛
总有千百万个你
你的影子装满我的脑海里

不能够不想你
也不能够忘记你
总是在梦里一直看到你
多想对你说句
我是真的爱你
对我的心不要再怀疑

好想牵你的手
走过风风雨雨
有什么困难我都陪着你
直到天长地久
直到天荒地老
爱的路上只有我和你

好想牵你的手
走过风风雨雨
有什么困难我都陪着你
直到天长地久
直到天荒地老
爱的路上只有我和你

2008-06-01T09:11:00.002+08:00

i remember how i always complain about my boyfriend..
ask my close friends and you will know..
but yesterday,
i saw a different side of him..

went to TTSH yesterday to visit his ye ye..
first thing he did was to ask ye ye if he feels better and did he eat his lunch..
saw for myself how patient he was..
chat with him..
fed him with water,
applied analgesic cream for him,
helped him to adjust his watch,
kept persuading him to eat his dinner,
helped him to adjust his bed..
he even held on to a piece of tissue paper for ye ye to spit out his phlegm..
i believe this is something that not many will do..

another thing,
there is this old man in the same ward beside ye ye..
he just had an operation on his right hand and has difficulty moving..
boyfriend went over to help him to sit up so that he can take his dinner..

you have to agree that not many youngsters can be so patient..
especially with elderlies..
me?
i don't think i can do it..
my boyfriend is indeed special..

left TTSH at around 6.45pm..
went down to Bugis to meet Victor and Lian Zhao for dinner..
yes, boyfriend went with me..

walked over to Marina Square after dinner..
couldn't think of anything to do so Victor and Lian Zhao went home..
and guess what?!
BOYFRIEND WENT TO K-BOX WITH ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

goodness,
this is the first time we went K-Box alone together..
and it is after 2 years 3 months 14 days of being together..
LOL LOL LOL LOL!!!

and guess what?!
HE SANG YES HE SANG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it is oh my god de hao ting lor can..

he sang 张栋梁's 小乌龟 for me..
oh my god, sooooooooooooooo sweet..
he selected 任贤齐's 愛的路上只有我和你,
and we sang together..
one part of the lyrics is,
好想牵你的手走过风风雨雨..
and oh my god, he really hold on to my hand while singing!!!!!!!!!!!!
i almost cried while singing lar can..
didn't know he can be so romantic..
i shall be nice and post the lyrics in the next post,
for you all to understand what the song means..
lalala~

like what i told Eunice..
i think i've fallen in love with boyfriend all over again..
looks like he can be classified as a perfect boyfriend?
I AM SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!! =DDDDDDDDDDDD

2008-05-23T10:27:00.004+08:00

time for some updates i know..

needless to say, my poly appeal was unsuccessful..
i guess there is this one thing on my wish list that can never be fulfilled..
anyway, i think i'll be considering the courses at PSB Academy..
better to be a full time student or part time student?
what do you guys think?

here i am, stuck at Toa Payoh everyday..
tired, tired, tired and tired..
working almost 14 HOURS almost EVERYDAY..
only off day is on Saturdays..
i know i should not complain,
because i get a great sense of satisfaction when it comes to pay day..
but then, i really work like mad..
if only money drops from the sky..

hopefully, Jasmine will be able to settle down in Toa Payoh soon enough..
i will have more free time once i go over to Rivervale..

i've been neglecting my family..
i leave for work at 7am and i end work at 10pm everyday..
reach home, shower and it's time for bed..
i didn't get a chance to talk to mummy like how it used to be..
i didn't get a chance to talk to brother like how it used to be..
home is more like a hotel now?

i've been neglecting my friends..
when was the last time i met up with my 3 girls?

Jia, Chum and Char..
i know you ladies are trying to fix a date to meet up..
and always, i am the one who cannot make it..
sorry, sorry and sorry..
stayover in July i promise!

Eunice, Mengting, Coreen and Ruixiang..
how i wish we are still in school now..
school is definitely better than work..
really miss the times with you girls..

and Adeline,
i know you miss me..
haha..
i'm yours on 11th June!

and my boyfriend, i've been neglecting him as well..
no doubt i've been meeting him more ever since i started working at Toa Payoh..
but then, it's only for me to take a short nap at his place before i start work again at 6pm..
on Saturdays, i will be at his place sleeping like a pig..
i am really so tired until i don't feel like talking..
nowadays, he is the one doing the talking and i am the one doing the listening..
sometimes, i just fall asleep half-way through talking to him..
and i know he wants to go blading at East Coast Park with me..
but i am really too tired to do that..

i think i've got the symptoms of over-working..
i feel cold, nausea and giddy..
my gastritis is acting up again..
when do i get to have a looooooooooong rest?!

so many things happened in this past one month..
Toa Payoh needs me, Rivervale needs me..
sometimes i just wish they can stop bothering me..
Nora, why must you get pregnant at this time?!

there you go,
a long post full of complaints..

i'm glad that boyfriend is always here for me..

2008-04-04T22:24:00.002+08:00

EVERYBODY OUT THERE!!
PLEASE WISH ME GOOD LUCK FOR MY APPEAL!!
I NEED ALL THE LUCK THAT I CAN GET NOW!!

i wish boyfriend is beside me now..

2008-04-04T22:12:00.003+08:00

i went to NYP, TP, SP and NP today..
together with Coreen and Mengting,
we went to hand in our appeal letter..

NP rejected our letter..
said it's too full already..
no more vacancies.. =(
luckily,
Mengting remembered that yesterday the lady told her can send email to appeal when she called up yesterday..
thanks girl!

i know that chances are slim,
but i still want to give it a try..
who knows?
miracles might happen..

any one of these Poly..
PLEASE CALL ME!!

moodless..
where are you when i need you?

2008-04-03T19:15:00.002+08:00

no, i didn't get into Poly..
went to RP just now..
but they said there's no point waiting..

will be writing appeal letter..
NYP, NP, TP, SP..
i hope i'll be able to get in..

if not,
it's going to be work already..

2008-04-03T12:01:00.002+08:00

IT IS 12 O'CLOCK ALREADY!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

I DON'T DARE TO LOGIN!!!

believe it or not..
my hands are shivering while i am typing this post..

GOODNESS!!!!!!

2008-04-03T11:37:00.002+08:00

OMG OMG OMG!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

TODAY IS THE DAY!!!!
12 O'CLOCK 12 O'CLOCK 12 O'CLOCK !!!!!

20 MINUTES LEFT!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

2008-04-03T00:25:00.000+08:00

i am going to play Viwawa to de-stress!
i am going to eat to de-stress!

off to dig for food!
and then it's time for Sushido!

2008-04-03T00:15:00.004+08:00

yes, as you can see..
Eunice is also very stress..

above conversation window is of mine and hers..
we are flooding the window with dancing emoticons..

WE ARE MAD, SIAO, CRAZY AND WHATEVER!!
POLY I WANT YOUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!

i guess blogging helps me de-stress..

2008-04-02T23:49:00.003+08:00

i've got the cooking mood today..
and so,
tada~

i cooked fried rice and potato soup,
for lunch as well as to bring to work..
you know it can be a real headache when it comes to dinner time..
seriously don't know what to eat!
especially when you work at the same place for four times a week..

and so,
for all those who don't believe that i can cook..
look! this is proof!
hahaha.. =p

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
POLY POSTING WILL BE OUT AT NOON TIME TOMORROW!!
WHY NOT FRIDAY?!?!

SHIT SHIT SHIT!!
I AM SUPER STRESS NOW!!

I WANT TO GO POLY!!
GOD GOD GOD BLESS MEEEEEEEEEEE!!
YES! I AM MAD ALREADY!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

guess it's going to be a sleepless night..

2008-04-02T12:49:00.002+08:00

this conversation window is of me and Sherlyn..
i think both of us are too stressed up over this Friday's posting..

we're talking about getting married if we cannot get into Poly..
we'll find a rich guy together..
it'll be shopping, kbox-ing and high tea everyday..
we'll also buy a bungalow together and we'll be neighbours,
so that we can swim together everyday..
LOL LOL LOL!!!!!!!!

the above conversation is only for leisure..
hahaha..
i agree that day dreaming is always fun..

2008-04-02T11:07:00.003+08:00

ITE exam result out!

1] Career Development and Planning - S
2] Sports and Wellness II - S
3] Industrial Attachment - A
4] Public Relations - C
5] Advanced Office Applications - A
6] Independent Study Project - B

Module Grading System

A - Excellent
B - Very Good
C - Good
D - Pass
E - Subsidiary Pass
F - Fail
S - Satisfactory
U - Unsatisfactory
P - Pass
F - Fail
W - Withdrawn

my Cumulative Grade Point Average (GPA)..
2.934..
and i am awarded,
Higher National ITE Certificate in Business Studies (Administration)..

i hereby announce..
I OFFICIALLY GRADUATED FROM ITE!!

though this result is not very good as compared to others..
i am still happy because i made improvements in my GPA! =)
but then,
i am very very very worried..
Poly posting will be out this Friday..
really wondering if I'm able to get in with this result..
may God bless everyone of us in ISN..

2008-03-31T16:14:00.007+08:00

29.03.2008

roller-bladed at East Coast Park with boyfriend..
a wonderful experience..
we went once before for cycling but seriously,
roller-blading is much much nicer..

waiting for me,
holding my hand,
supporting me when i am tired..
this action somehow convinced me,
that he will always be there..
just for me..

to all couples out there..
try this with your partner!
holding hands,
and blading along East Coast Park
will make you smile like a fool!

but i paid a price for this wonderful experience..
my leg muscle aches now..

this trip made me realise that he really changed a lot..
getting more and more loving..
and i am enjoying this change.. =D

lastly,
i am going to get this phone..
Wine Red SGH-F200..
nice!

one more thing..
i failed my Basic Theory Test! =(

2008-03-20T23:09:00.003+08:00

had a gathering with Andie yesterday at West Coast Park..
heavy rain but it was still fun..
spent the day at McDonalds..
he's a really nice guy..

photos!

a treat from Andie, hot chocolate

me with Andie

he wanted us to be servants

trying to look out for us

the gift from me

the gift from Sherlyn

with President and Vice-President

he's enjoying

group photo

so yup,
some of the many photos that we took..
he's handsome, cute and funny..
i'm sure there'll be another gathering soon..
support Andie =D

went for Sakae Sushi Buffet Dinner with boyfriend just now..
we're both super super full..
as usual,
he made me laughed like crazy..
yes lar, i still love him..

2008-03-17T01:03:00.004+08:00

went to cut my hair today,
and i love this new hairstyle..

just reached home a while ago..
finished work at 10.40pm,
and accompanied mummy while she did some work..

i'm really enjoying my holiday..
almost everyday,
i've been waking up only after 1pm..

but anyway,
i'm super glad that i've finally gone back to work though it's not at Rivervale..
will be starting work there officially on 18 March,
and i seriously can't wait to go back!
i miss Cup Walker so much so much..

looking forward to 19 March

2008-03-14T00:48:00.001+08:00

I AM SUPER HAPPY NOW!!

ANDIE JIAYOU!!

=D

2008-03-12T01:46:00.002+08:00

i've got photos to upload..
but i'm lazy..
maybe i'll do it tomorrow or soon..

anyway, my life in ITE ended..
no more lessons..
no more projects..
no more exams..
but,
i will really miss ISN,
and everything in school..

2008-03-07T22:38:00.002+08:00

angel wawa

devilZ wawa

goodness..
viwawa is really very fun..
and i'm hooked on Sushido..

angel wawa is mine..
devilZ wawa is boyfriend's..
cute isn't it?
his idea..
LOL..

alright..
i will stop playing,
until after PR paper..
i promise..

but for now,
let me play one round of Sushido first.. =p

byee..

2008-03-07T18:15:00.000+08:00

graduating soon..
i can't wait for this day to come,
but a big part of me is dreading this day's arrival..
end of ITE life = goodbye to ISN..

i spent a wonderful two years with ISN..
i'm really gonna miss this class of mine..

i'll miss Uncle Chua..
i'll miss Ms Noraini..
i'll miss Mrs Cheong being blur about whether i'm Catherine or Eunice..
i'll miss Linda calling me meow meow..
i'll miss Aishah's disturbing..
i'll miss Leon, Boey and Ernest's "zhe li you mao"..
i'll miss Hid calling me Catho..
i'll miss Kila's loud sneezes in class..
i'll miss Yanie, Thasha and Hajar's lameness..

YES, I WILL MISS ISN SO MUCH SO MUCH!
suddenly, i don't feel like graduating anymore..

off to study PR!

2008-03-06T17:00:00.004+08:00

NO MORE PROJECTS! =D
only left with PR final paper..
as what Eunice said,
last lap already..
JIA YOU ISN!

no school today..
and i'm staying home to study..

went to the doctor just now..
he said that the lump i got from the injection is normal..
okay, i am reassured..

and i bumped into Wan Ling when i walked home just now..
she looks great to me..
i suddenly miss the times with her and Camila..
maybe we should have a gathering soon..

i am chatting with Andie on msn now!
Sherlyn don't kill me =X
he is really a very nice guy..
told me to take my exam seriously..
he said that at least he has me and Sherlyn if he gets too busy with fan mails in the future..
haha..
and i'm sure both of us will always be there for him..
right Sherlyn? =)

boyfriend suggested roller-blading at East Coast this Saturday..
an idea worth considering..

i am super happy now..

2008-03-05T00:44:00.003+08:00

i am finally done with ISP and CDP project..
will be presenting to foong later after PR lesson..
and then it will be the end of projects! =D

PR paper on next Tuesday..
i'm done with Chapter 1..

school starts at 1pm..
i can sleep in late..
haha..
alright,
off to do my nails! =D

2008-03-03T23:05:00.002+08:00

OFFICIALLY NO SCHOOL TOMORROW!
except for those who got debarred..
oops..
i'm sure i'll get screamed at from those debarred-ers..
anyway,
i'll make full use of my time tomorrow..
by sleeping!
and maybe a little bit of flipping through PR book..
hahaha..

i am now so in love with brother's laptop though it's heavy..
he's not home yet so i'm now enjoying the luxury of going online while lying on my bed..
pray pray pray that i get into poly..
so that i can own a laptop..

2008-03-03T02:01:00.003+08:00

I AM FINALLY DONE WITH FRONTPAGE! =D
this bloody project that made me nuts is finally over..
and i hope i get good enough grades..
so that my efforts will not be wasted..

and i also just finished creating a video..
yes, for later's Chingay presentation..
and beehive better appreciate it..

my back aches now..
because i placed brother's laptop on my bed and i am now sitting before it..
which means i need to bend a little..
and plus age is catching up on me..
and so yeah,
back aches..
not to mention that my eyes are tired from staring at the laptop from 9.30pm until now..

2008-02-29T19:13:00.001+08:00

i have got nothing to blog about..
but Mengting says need to blog..
simply because today is 29 February..
if i miss this chance,
i will have to wait another four years..
so well,
here i am..

i am now at her house doing Frontpage project..
and i believe it is driving us nuts..
making a lot of noise lar..
but then, i think i am the one making the most noise leh..
haha..

back to Frontpage!

2008-02-28T23:10:00.002+08:00

I AM NOT DEBARRED FROM EXAMS! =D
and i thank whatever God there is for this..

deadlines deadlines again!
i have got lots of deadlines to meet..
ISP, Frontpage project, CDP Business Plan..
Frontpage exam on Tuesday..
PR class test on don't know when..
i think Wednesday..

i haven't start studying for PR exam..
and it's on 11th March..
stress is here again..

good news is..
12 more days to end of ITE life!

i know you care about me..
but more often than not,
too much care becomes over-bearing..
don't you think you are now trying to control my life already?
no doubt i depend a lot on you,
but i believe sometimes i do have the rights to do things my way isn't it?
where has the boyfriend who used to give me freedom and trust me so much gone to?
i find it very hard to communicate with you nowadays..
give me some space to breathe please..
you know i love you,
and i will never leave you..
so just trust me alright?
i hope to settle this problem..
and that is, without quarrelling..
baby i love you, and you know that.. =)

2008-02-25T02:41:00.002+08:00

sometimes i feel that i ought to be slapped..
why am i still online at 2.41am?!
that is because i am rushing out my PR Chingay project which is due later!

i guess i will never learn my lesson..
this is not the first time i am doing last minute work..
it has always been like this..
and repeatedly i told myself,
never will i do last minute work again..
but it always goes back to square one..
i think i have got a thick skull..
boyfriend's probably going to nag at me again..
well, whatever!

i just feel like escaping from all these!

2008-02-21T23:38:00.003+08:00

What Catherine Means

You are very open. You communicate well, and you
connect with other people easily.
You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow
from your mind.
A true chameleon, you are many things at different
points in your life.

You are very adaptable. You are usually the best at
everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are a seeker.
You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.
You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations.
You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.
You are quite passionate and easily tempted.

Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble. You are truly an original person.
You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.
You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you.
You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble.
But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You tend to be pretty tightly wound.
It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly.
You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time.
Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination.
You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy.
You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

What Eric Means

You are friendly, charming, and warm.
You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude
brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible.
But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel.
You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most
people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble.
But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound.
It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly.
You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time.
Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with
other people easily.
You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.
A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life.
You are very adaptable.

i just did this name test from a link Victor gave me..
i think it's only true to a cetain extent..
boyfriend's seems more accurate as compared to mine..

but on second thoughts,
don't you think they are almost the same? =.=
anyway,
here's the link..
http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyournameshiddenmeaningquiz/
try it out =)

2008-02-20T15:36:00.001+08:00

i just received my work schedule from mummy and aunty sharon..
very soon, i'll be able to go back to work..
yeah! =D

i just got hold of a bad news..
they spent Valentines Day together..
and he got her a pink ds lite! =(
i don't like him le!

anyway,
boyfriend came over to my place last sunday..
it was still during new year and it was brother's birthday..
my relatives were all at my place as well..
it sure felt a bit weird..

and my parents sort of accepted him already..
best part was, daddy asked him to join us for family photo..
and this is the happiest thing that ever happened to me so far!

i think he looks like part of the family! =D

2008-02-14T16:00:00.004+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY! =D

guess what?!
i received a bouquet of 12 PINK ROSES from boyfriend!!!!!!!!!!!
goodness, he is so sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet!!!!!!!
and he had them delivered to my place..
BABY! I LOVE YOU!

tada~

YES! BEAUUUUUUUUUUUTIFUL!! =D

2008-02-14T15:53:00.002+08:00

i submitted my application for poly already..
but sad to say,
i can't apply for Early Childhood and Media Studies & Management! =(

and so, my choices are..
1) NYP - Business Management
2) NP - Business Studies
3) NP - Tourism & Resort Management
4) RP - Hotel and Hospitality Management
5) RP - Customer Relationship and Service Management

i really wanted to take up Early Childhood..
but oh well..
too bad! =(

posting results will be released on 4 April 2008 at 2pm..
need to check the results online at the same website..
wish me luck!

-cross fingers-

2008-02-13T00:02:00.000+08:00

holidays over! =(
but i'm still in the Chinese New Year mood..
i DON'T WANT to go to school can?

anyway, i had a very nice new year..
it was four days FULLY packed..
that's what new year is all about..

alrights..
poly application starts on this Thursday..
i've more or less decided already..

1) NYP - Business Management
2) NP - Business Studies
3) NP - Early Childhood
4) RP - Hotel & Hospitality Management
5) NYP - Media Studies & Management

there, my choices..
but! seriously no confidence of whether i'll get any of it or not..
well, at least i tried..

my boyfriend is very cute lar..
he told me to send him my address and also asked what time i'll be home on this Thursday..
OBVIOUS RIGHT?!
=.="

i'm kind of looking forward to what he's going to do..
but i'm afraid it'll end up like last year..
haha, whatever lar!

2008-01-28T23:16:00.000+08:00

"Good Evening, My Family Clinic, Catherine speaking."
that's what i'm supposed to say when i answer the phone at my workplace..
it's been around 3 weeks or more since i last said that..
and yes, i know i may sound mad to some people..
but, i seriously MISS WORK!

i miss..
registration,
taking out patient's consult card,
looking at the prescription,
keying in of medicine,
taking medicine,
dispensing,
answering patient's ENDLESS enquiries,
and alot more..

but..
i think i miss those NASTY patients the most..
serving them is really the most challenging task during work..

and of course..
i miss,
Dr Lily,
Dr Lee,
Serene,
Chris,
Aunty Sharon,
Nora,
Siti,
and Jonna!

alright, end of working stuff..
i'm finally done with shopping for CNY!
and i really love all the clothes that i bought..
especially the RED DRESS from Hypnosis..

i miss boyfriend..

2008-01-18T11:46:00.000+08:00

AOA paper finally OVER OVER OVER!!
i'm here blogging while the rest still "struggling" with the paper..
muhahahaha =X

bee hive told me this morning my group will present on Tuesday instead..
reason being,
Monday lesson at D3-02 lehh, the projector not very good lehh..
#$^%&^@%$%% teacher!

but anyway,
i shall enjoy this sweet freedom from exams now..
K-Box with Mengting later! =D

i really want to break up with you..
but i guess i went soft again..
arghh!

2008-01-17T23:43:00.000+08:00

chatting with jasper now..
really didn't expect he would be the one to cheer me up..

want to know who he is?
ask me.. =)

2008-01-16T23:03:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY! =D

YAY!
PR paper is over..
and it was fine..
managed to answer all the questions..
but! able to score well or not is still a question mark..
never mind, i'll be happy to just pass..

anyway, thought my group would be able to present on our Speak Mandarin Campaign today..
but damn it!
stupid bee hive postponed it to Monday instead..
i know i know it's good..
we have more time to perfect our presentation right?
but, we just want to get over and done with it..
oh well, the teacher always win isn't it?

i know nothing about form-filling..
and the test is on this Friday..
i need to complete the portfolio thing by this Friday..
i seem to have lots of unfinished things..

and i'm in a bad mood..
why?
because i quarrelled with boyfriend again!
and until now, he didn't sms me..

why not break up if we always quarrel?
i'm starting to miss being SINGLE..

2008-01-13T21:50:00.000+08:00

sometimes i think i am super girl..
those few people who know about my story maybe agrees with me?
because, very few people can tolerate this type of things..

but i believe i can hold on,
since i had already come so far..
i will always believe..

boy, thanks for always being here =)

2008-01-11T11:32:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADELINE! =D

went for NYP open house with mengting and coreen yesterday..
man, lots of people..
and, i still don't know what course i want to take..
anyway, i'll be going to NP open house next week..
hope i'll be able to make a decision by then..

everyone's saying we can choose one poly and three courses..
unclechua says only one poly one course..
which is which?

going down to ade's chalet later on..
pray hard that boyfriend and boy will have no ot..

business management or early childhood?

2008-01-09T08:31:00.000+08:00

the girls came over to my place yesterday to complete our PR project..
everyone ended up sleeping except for Eunice..
haha..
but, it's completed already..
CHEERS! =D

i think we got to start on the Chingay project already..
damn, i seriously hate projects..
but, no choice..

school is as usual, boring..
AOA lesson now..
and i think there's less than 20 peeps in class?!
ISN is closing down soon..
unclechua said it's been closed since the day he left..
and i guess that's half-true..

nice weather to sleep now..
so, what am i doing in school?!
ohh well, 3 hours break later..
i can sleep! =)

just read Andie's blog..
his latest entry seems troubled..
hope he's feeling okay..

please, it's not funny..
tell me it's only for revenge..

2008-01-07T23:49:00.000+08:00

first day of school today..
and i was locked out for assembly..
never mind,
i'll make it to assembly everyday starting from tomorrow..
(hopefully)..

had lunch at school canteen together with unclechua..
yeah, he's OFFICIALLY back to school..
though not teaching ISN again,
but we'll still get to see him in school..

anyway!
he told us that we're only allowed to apply for one poly one course..
so now, i seriously don't know what i want..
early childhood or continue with business?
should i go for DAE as well?

i'm seriously interested in early childhood..
but nowadays,
parents are getting more and more difficult to handle..
trust me,
it's really difficult..

boyfriend told me to go for what i'm really interested in..
no one can force me to do what i don't like..
wow, first time he said this to me..
thanks baby, i feel better already..

2008-01-03T23:40:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SERENE!! =D

work today was HELL!
i went in at 5pm and,
it was NON-STOP after dinner break..

seriously,
why are there so many patients everyday?
you mean everyday, so many people fall sick?

last queue number given out for today was 160!
and hello, today is Thursday..
not Monday!

was so busy till i started flaring up..
i threw pens and threw the accounts book..
whatever!

maybe consulting doctor is the 'in' thing for 2008..
Aunty Sharon and Nora agrees..

anyway,
today will be my last day of work!
i will be on long leave all the way till March..
yes! my well deserved break is finally here..

received an email on horoscopes from Wei Jie..

VIRGO - The Perfectionist
Dominant in relationships. Conservative. Always wants the last word. Argumentative. Worries. Very smart. Dislikes noise and chaos. Eager. Hardworking. Loyal. Beautiful. Easy to talk to. Hard to please. Harsh. Practical and very fussy. Often shy. Pessimistic.

TAURUS - The Enduring One
Charming but aggressive. Can come off as boring, but they are not. Hard workers. Warm-hearted. Strong, has endurance. Solid beings who are stable and secure in their ways. Not looking for shortcuts. Take pride in their beauty. Patient and reliable. Make great friends and give good advice. Loving and kind. Loves hard - passionate. Express themselves emotionally. Prone to ferocious temper-tantrums. Determined. Indulge themselves often. Very generous.

boyfriend's Virgo and i'm Taurus..
damn, that's so true..
haha..

2008-01-02T21:45:00.000+08:00

seriously,
i've never been this happy..
not even when boyfriend does something sweet.. =X

I HAVE ANDIE ON MY MSN!!!!! =D
I CHATTED WITH HIM LAST NIGHT!!!!!!! =D
HE SAID GOOD NIGHT AND TOLD ME TO TAKE CARE!!!!!!!!! =D

now, that's what i call sweet..
awwwwwww........
i'm flying..

2008-01-01T22:06:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 2008!
new year new start..
i have some new year resolutions..
and they are,
to slim down, cut down on laziness, no late nights,
swim once a week, less quarrels with boyfriend, more time for friends,
and to apply those facial creams given by Dr. Goh every day and night without fail..
but as everyone knows,
new year resolutions are always not carried out..
so, i have another new year resolution..
and that is, to fulfil ALL my new year resolutions..
haha..

i was disappointed over yesterday's new year's eve..
boyfriend's dad wanted us to go for dinner together as he's giving a treat to their neighbours..
i went thinking that i'll be able to go out for countdown with boyfriend after dinner..
but it seems like he's not too keen about this idea..
he later suggested midnight movie at Junction 8..
his younger brother tagged along..

a part of me really wanted to go out for celebration with him..
but i guess he didn't realise..
i was moody for the whole night..
again, he didn't realise..
and he thought i was just tired..
boyfriend is proven to be not romantic..

recently, there's been a lot of activities with his family..
seems like both of us are spending less time alone together..
saturdays are always spent over at his place followed by dinner at his grandparents' place..
and if we do meet on sundays, it will be toa payoh-ing with his parents followed by dinner together..
i somehow miss the times where we spent quality time together, and i mean just the two of us..
movies, meals, shopping..
where have they gone?
it's been a long time since we last sat eating face to face..

well, i guess that's how it is when two are together for long..
moreover, it's already been 2 years..
what else can i ask for?
i just hope he knows what i'm thinking..

baby, stop being insensitive will you?

2007-12-28T01:10:00.000+08:00

we always end up quarrelling!
sick of this man!

2007-12-16T18:08:00.000+08:00

HOLIDAYS!!
i can sleep, shop, sing and swim! =D

baby's back from Hong Kong..
and there's present for everyone..

big pooh, small pooh and minnie mouse shirt for me..
bag for mummy..
shirts for daddy and didi..
and there's sweetheart cake and peanut sweet..
yummy!
thanks baby, love ya! =)

oooh.......
the minnie mouse shirt was bought by his mum!
and it's really really nice..
thanks Aunty! =D

he told me his Hong Kong story..
and man, i wanna go Hong Kong..
especially DisneyLand!!

haha..
that's what Aunty Helen cooked for tonight's dinner..
super a lot..
and there's only me and brother at home.. >.<

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUNTY HELEN!!

~~i love you but you really hurt me with those words~~

2007-12-13T11:26:00.000+08:00

the sun is finally out today..
but! i'm working later..
so! i cannot go swimming.. =(

i didn't know boy can be so sweet!
he said he'll stay all the way to accompany me..
still ask me is it okay for me..
of course it's okay ahh!
told me to be careful on my way home as well..
oh! yesterday was the second time he sent me a flower through sms!
sweet right? =)

tomorrow will be the last day of school..
holidays, I LOVE YOU!

i really really miss him a lot already!!
he'll be back tomorrow!! =D

2007-12-12T23:52:00.000+08:00

today, i half worked half slacked..
i hope it'll be like this tomorrow..

bad news!
mrs heng said we need to wear formal black dress for Tuesday..
just like those dresses for Prom Night and D&D..
i don't wanna buy, but looks like i have got no choice..
luckily, i have black high heels..

he's not online..
i'm going to bed..

2007-12-12T09:01:00.000+08:00

the rain is pouring again..
but, i still made it to school on time..

after 5 days' rest,
i'll finally be working later..
locum doctor tonight will be him..
somehow, i'm looking forward to work.. =X

my throat feels kind of weird..
and i've been sneezing since last night..
please, don't let me catch the flu bug..

will i see you online tonight?
it's finally wednesday..
are you missing me like how i miss you?

2007-12-12T00:07:00.000+08:00

he didn't come online..
i cried..
i'm going to bed now..
period..

2007-12-11T17:32:00.000+08:00

mrs heng approached us to help as ushers for next Tuesday's event at St James..
no pay, but there'll be buffet dinner..
AND! we'll get FREE ENTRY!!
only condition is, we must wear black from head to toe and to put on light make-up..
that's not much of a problem..
SO! it looks like baby has no reasons to stop me from going..
it's a SCHOOL thing my dear boy! *winks*

show is having an autograph session at J8 this Friday 7pm..
i will be there, even if it means sacrificing $40! =)

baby will be touching Singapore ground this Friday at around 12 midnight..
i'm thinking of going to the airport..
should i?
hmmmmmmmmmm............

MSN-ed with him last night and just now..
he's finally able to connect to his webcam!
looking forward to MSN-ing again tonight..
oh! he's going to buy an Adidas limited edition shirt for me! =D
I LOVE BABY!!

will this rain ever stop?

2007-12-10T22:33:00.000+08:00

watched enchanted with mengting just now in the afternoon..
NICE SHOW! =D

GV Bishan service standard is not very good isn't it mengting?
basically, Singapore has a lot of places with LOUSY service!
at least that's what i think..
but! i'm sure a lot of people out there agrees with me?

it has been raining for the whole day today..
i like rain but not till this extent!
i wanna go swimming!

looks like it's going to be an extremely wet season..
so, umbrellas out people! :)

baby's in Hong Kong already..
i wonder if it's raining over there..
but one sure thing, it's COLD!

keep yourself warm alright..
enjoy!
my heart is with you <3

2007-12-10T09:11:00.000+08:00

i reached school at 7.45am today..
but! there was no assembly! >.<

anyway, had a great Saturday!
it was the very first Chingay Volunteers' Training session..
overall, it was pretty alright..
had ice-breaking games and got to know my group members..
they are friendly and are all from JC..
only 6 from my group turned up on that day..
i wonder if it is really that small..

me, baby, eunice, rudy, coreen and mengting headed to Escape Theme Park after our training..
thank God for the good weather..
entry was $7 and it was fun fun fun!
and yes, i screamed..
thanks baby for being there..
haha =p

he's flying off to Hong Kong later in the afternoon..
im alone again..
all the way till Friday..
hope he will enjoy himself..

baby, i will miss you.. =(

2007-11-29T10:49:00.000+08:00

i made it to CDP lesson today! =D

i understand how you are feeling now..
i've been through all this before..
be assured that i'm always here for you..
i hope you'll feel better soon alrights..

given flu jab by dr lily yesterday..
and my left arm hurts now..
kind of like no strength..

working again later..
this week working tuesday to friday and sunday..
i am tired..
my well-deserved break will finally be here on Jan 08!

PAYDAY TODAY!! =D

2007-11-23T11:20:00.000+08:00

www.chenbangjun.com
that's the fan club that mengting has set up for Bang Jun!
the forum has been linked up already..
so fans of Bang Jun, please feel free to sign up..

2007-11-23T10:33:00.000+08:00

he said "Maybe you want to consider having a doctor for a boyfriend? So that you can take MC easily"..
hahaha!!
sometimes he can be so cute..

anyway, work yesterday was fun though busy..
reason being ----> boss not in! =D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!
looking forward to tonight's dinner and k session..

baby, i'm sorry

2007-11-21T08:52:00.000+08:00

had ISN photo-taking yesterday..
unclechua came back specially for this!
not like some 3 guys who purposely absent themselves?
2 said they were on MC but can make it to school for SC photo-taking?!
definitely weird..
i guess ISN is not important to them anymore..
erm, but is it right to use anymore?
maybe it has not been important right from the start!
oh well, who needs them? haha..
anyway, i hope the photos turn out nice =D

i finally made it to assembly today!
i pray hard that my attendance is still not that bad..
is it still above 90%?

working 5pm to 10pm later..
and, i'm really tired..

ohh! HAPPY BIRTHDAY VICTOR! =)

dear, thank you!

2007-11-19T20:34:00.000+08:00

i was told i need to present to the first-years for my IAP..
goodness!
i hope i can do it..

i bought my nintendo ds lite already!
and i'm so addicted to cooking mama..

i wanna go swimming >.<

2007-11-14T13:48:00.000+08:00

can someone please tell me what am i doing in school?
no lessons at all..
erm, maybe except for AOA?

and that female ronald mcdonald is not even in class..
seriously, school's boring!
how am i going to pass my CA?

working 5 to 10 later..
he's on duty today..
i wonder what's going to happen..

FRIDAY! =D

2007-11-13T22:48:00.000+08:00

finally dipped myself in the pool today..
im tann-ed! =D

my Z610i is dying soon..
i wanna get my K810i..
noble blue, pulse red or golden ivory?

my nintendo ds lite!
FRIDAY!!!!!!